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| hey guys.. well its 3:09 am :(.. man i seriously gotta stop staying up
late.. its not healthy, well yeah, I've been staying up late for a
while now lol.. and realized that every night that i stay up late,
gives me the chance to think alot about the things happening in my
life, and also helps me realize alot of things. For ex. I gotta stop
playing video games so much because its ruining not only my work with
school, but causing problems with me and my baby. Other things i've
thought about is what i want to do in my life, like help me realize
what i miss doing, what I miss out in, and basiclly what i miss and
need. If it wasnt for these late nights i have constantly have, I
wouldnt be as calm as i usually am haha.. yea im wierd =P, but im happy
i stay up this late, because these past couple weeks, staying up late
helped me solve alot of problems me and my girl has had and made our
relationship and love for each other stronger than ever.
Well yeah, Valentines Day is coming! oh oh! DO YOU
HAVE A VALENTINE? hehehe, well i do woo hoo! yuperudy lol. Now the big
problem is getting the perfect gift for your Valentine. Well for me,
its different from most people, because my Valentine is my baby who is
someone i truly truly love. So what imma give her is something trully
from my heart, and im only gonna use 3 bucks for one of the gifts im
gonna give her. Why only 3 dollars? well because what i realized in my
life is that, money can make someone happy in the outside, but never
trully happy in the heart. Imma do something that I know that will make
her smile, and show her how much i really love her.
well yeah for them guys out there! g'd luck with
your valentine, well hope you atleast have one hehe.. cuz i know i do =P
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| hello.. well yeah.. man after realizing what me n my babys been
through, wow its mad hard to make a long lasting relationship work
out.. you have to sacrcifce on both sides to make it fair like not one
person gets more than the other person in the relationship.. and not
both ppl can have everything they have.. well yeah.. for those people
that are out there with something like that.. i just wanted to let you
know that dont give up.. because even If you argue alot with your hg/bf
alot.. it only helps because it only helps solve problems.. arguing is
like debating. You state facts about waht you think to the other
person.. and than after debating for a while you see what the
other person thinks and than you get to understand how and why they
feel that way.. Than after you guys are done debating (arguing) you
guys have a much less chance of arguing about it again.. but yea.. its
hard with me and my girl, but I pray day and night to make it work :(.
but yeah worked on lyrics for my song for her on v-day..yeah my
spelling is horrible.. sorry haha here it is: oh and by the way.. the
1st verse is what I feel about her, and the 2nd verse is about how me
and her actually met and some stuff about our past.. enjoy =P
Go ChecK it OUt hope you like it =P
Here is the song if you like it go download it off my myspace =P ...
Www.Myspace.com/Dabatos
Now playing "Forever You and I"
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| ahh man i've never been so happy.. omgosh im so happy! why? you may be
thinkin im wierd since im writting this at 3:39 in the morning.. well i
was writting about how i feel and realized how happy I am with my
baby.. like wow! Almost 7 months guys! woo hoo! and on that seventh
month me and her will have a early valentines day on the 10th aka our
anniversary =P haha.. yeah.. Imma give her something i've never given
any other girl in my life.. I will give her something with truly 100%
of my heart in it. And its not something you can buy. Its all from me.
100%. Well yeah me and my girl fight alot now but thats nothing. We
will work it out. Well hey.. as u know, for every problem in the world,
there is always a way to solve them. So why give up even if we fight
alot? Thats why its called a relationship, you have to work it out to
make it work. and trust me it will work. And someday i will marry this
beautiful angel. Ahh i cant wait to talk to her in the morning and see
her later today after he school. The first thing im going to do is hug
her for so long, so tight, and with comfort telling her how much I love
her and missed her. There is nothing better as a gift from God than my
beautiful Baby. Man i finally know what true love is at a young age
haha.. you never know. Love comes in many ways =P.. for me it came
right when i needed someone. Thank you Lord for having her a part of my
life. Well I just felt like having you guys know how happy I am with my
life. Only thing that can ever ruin this is to loose her. and I asure
you that, that will never ever happen. I hope my baby reads this to
know how much I love her =P hehehe.
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| Ahhh im getting really scared now... y?? Well for past 2 nite already i keep having dreams bout my girl bout to break it up with me.. first last nite saying if i dont cut my hair she gonna leave me (lol) than today in my dream she sed if i dont get more mature she gonna leave me, and i had another dream same time that she was gonna leave me for another reason but forgot wut the reason was.. Man im gettin hella scared :(.. i hope these dreams dont keep happening because i really dont want to loose her, i love her so much... but wow in these dreams wen she sed she was going to leave me, I felt this pain i've never felt before. It hurt so much and i really hope i dont feel that pain again. I guess all i can do is pray. I hope she reads this and knows how scared I am to loose her :(.. But yea i told her bout the dream 2 nites ago and she just laughed (lol). cuz y would she leave me cuz of my bad hair cut hahaha.. but yeah im jst gettin more scared now cuz i constantly keep dreaming of her gonna leave me. I hope these dreams arnt signs of the future or of wut i should change about me. Man I really should pray. Im so scared. but yea other than the dream, me and her are doing great. Always on fone constantly saying "I Love You" (lol).. and it feels like every extra day we're together our love gets stronger.. wow ok i sound corny rite now lol.. but all truth =P yes im wierd.. y? cuz Im Dabatos woo hoo lol.. well im at work. Im still scared, and cant stop thinking bout it. so went here to write it out.. well imma go.. pc | | |
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